"life isnt just peaches and cream...

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Fri, 26 Mar 2004 00:10:54 GMT

this is a poem that i wrote about a past incident and i think its the best poem ive ever written and i like it!

SOMEWHERE LOST
What am i to do
When my best friend has found someone new?
It hurts me to know that I was left out in the cold
It hurts to know that everybody knew but me
It hurts to know that we cant have the fun we used to anymore
Why is it that everytime I get something new it always gets taken away?
Im hurt deep down inside because I now know I have no one left, no one at all.
What am I gonna do about this pain?
I need help...I need guidance.
We are drifting apart and I hate to see you leave so soon.........
Oh, one more thing, thanx "best friend" for not telling me this sooner.

Well we've patched things up and this is what she had to say about it....."your not my best friend...your my sister" i feel loved cause now i know that she really is by my said 24/7 and i love her with all my heart! thanx for always being there for me and i love you for it! the same goes with me...i will always be there for you no matter what! there will always be a place for you in my heart....even if we are fighting and absolutely hate eachother.....i am not going anywhere and i just want you to know that!
i love you!

its been a while

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 03:59:22 GMT

its been a while since ive updated but here i am..... its been really fun lately and i think its cause im hanging out with rhiann and monique abd ana and everybody! i love you all! you guys are soo cute! anyways im struggling with grades and drill cause i dont know what to do about captain tryouts and everyone is telling me that i am for sure trying out and i dont know what im gonna doa bout it! life also cause here at home! problems in the process of being solvved i guess is what you would call it! anyways... american idol is on in a few so gtg but ill be back soon! luv ya all! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
i love you all!

im ungrounded!!!yay!!

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 22:40:56 GMT

hey well its been a while.... ive been grounded and well im not anymore.... its the bad grades! well this weekend i might get my cartalage(uppoer ear5) peirced! MIGHT! i sure hope soo! i wanna so baddddddd! im doing this college search right now! its pretty fun! i guess if you consider school work fun! my grandma and grandpa wee surpossed to come down yesterday and they didnt and im pissed cause they told us they wuld and they flaked sooo that sure sux! well gotta go but now that im grounded ill be on more often luv ya all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 22:24:20 GMT

i cut my hair today and it looks soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute! im soooooo excited cause it looks two cute and now ill be wearing my hair down alot so it wont be up anymore. sorry i didnt call you chanett! i wanted to be a surprise for you too! i love you alot! i love you all alot!

omg! i lloovvee my dad!

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 05:03:32 GMT

my dad finally "unblocked" my lj and i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohappy! i love him soooo much right now1 anyways... i went to chanetts compition today and it was funn! to see spare and do her forms was really cool! anyways.... i had fun and i love her! i hope none of ya forgot about my lj and ya'll keep commenting! love you all!143<33
korina......i love all of my friends with all my heart!

i sorry!

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 04:13:44 GMT

i didnt wanna write this entrie to make her feel insulted or a bad friend....i just wanted to let every one know that i want to be included in some things and not always wanna be left out!and sometimes i am asked and i come up with some excuse not to go but i think that im scared to have some real fun...i hope that maybe sometime after all this gets better(which i hope it will)......ailin is right...i do need to rethink my thoughts and i didnt mean the pot thing and the ex-nitemare thing!it all came out wrong. i feel really bad and now i know that i cant be trusted anymore and i hope that you guys will except my apology.....im really...really sorry!i know its gonna take a while to hopefully earn my trust back! i truely didnt mean anything i said about ailin...or..or kristina! and heidi....i was never talking about you! i just hope that you guys will soon find it in all of ur hearts to forgive me because i really do love you all and i feel really bad for everything i said....i really do!i really messed up things with my friends this time and im sorry that the whole subject as asummed the wrong way because i never meant for it to be heard the way you heard it! it was never intented to be like that! i hope that i can soon earn my trust and friendship back in everyone that is pissed at me cause i am really...really...extremely sorry!please....im really really sorry!
IM SOOOO SORRY!

today is another day!

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 01:11:46 GMT

compared to my friends'friday nite...mine was pretty crappy!my best friend went out on friday with a couple of her other friends and her ex-nitemare(if thats what u wanna call her)! i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that i cant be included in any friday nite activities...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that we cant still wear the same outfit purposely on the same day...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that i have to be shut out of her life forever...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that i have to hang out with other people because they are hanging out all together...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that i cant still be her little sister(knowing the age difference)...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that we cant still have as much fun as we used too...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that she wont un-invite me to her comp and invite her ex-nitemare instead...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that she will go over to her ex-nitemare's house instead of mine after school...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that she will talk about her crush with her ex-nitemare instead of me...i hope that because they are friends again doesnt mean that she wont still call my mother her mother...i hope that becasue they are friends again wont seperate the friendship we have...in all of this said, i just want her to know that i hope i didnt lose my sister...my best friend...i dont wanna feel like im being excluded all the damn time...and when i read her journal entire...thats exactly how i felt. they had so much fun!!?? they even gave eachother nicknames!(tear!tear!)i want to let her know that im still here and that i havent dissapeared...at least not yet!!?? i love her with all my heart and she knows that too! i have ...and will always...every memory that we've shared...even if one of them is that i crashed into a pole snowboarding..wont be lost!but...that wont stop me from showing her that i dont want anything to change between us...i am nothing without her...i am just another face in the crowd...another "someone". and that someone is a person who is nothing like her other friends..she is just another face in the crowd, a person i dont wanna be anymore! i wanna show my friends that i do wanna fit in with them and maybe i cant because i dont wanna have to smoke pot to show them that. all i want is a place in ALL of there hearts....a place where someone will never...ever... be forgotten! this person knows who they are and i want them to know all of this...i want her to know that i am here and that i havent disapeared yet....that i dont wanna disapear from her eyes...i wanna stay in her life. with that said.....
I LOVE YOU...........LET ME NOT DISAPEAR.............LET ME STAY EXACTLY WHERE I AM....WITH A FEW ADJUSTMENTS!

hey hey

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 00:31:03 GMT

im almost "un-grounded" and happy cause im sick of being home even though im home all the time! so im getting my cell phone soon and im excited!!!! everyone needs to give me there number! anyways hope to talk to you guys soon! more later! luv ya all especcially chanett cause she my bestest friend in the whole wide world and shes like a sister to me and dont anyone be jealous cuase you dont have the relationship we have except for some people but i still love ya all!!143
love always
korina
aka
purrrtyfull

p.s
and no one be JEALOUS of my SISTER and TRUE FRIEND unlike someone that cant get over something tht happened a long ass time ago but yea they also dotn have a life if they r gonna post all this shit on their lj bout me lol i mean comeon so im not gonna be mean or nothen but i dont give a shit anymore bout thagt person and never wanna see them cause (the person) dont mean shit to me if ever time she gets mad at me she has to say all this mean shit to me and yea i love u korina and bestest and truest friend int he whole wid worldest.....and i love u to ailin and everyone else cept everyone knows who!!!lol me and korina looked soo cute today we wore TOE SOCKS WITH SANDELS AND SKIRTS WHICH I HAVE TO ADD WAS ALL MY IDEA AND KROINAS!!!!!SO DONT BE HATEN CAUSE U JEALOUS!!!!
bubi xoxo
wuv always chanett aka lil shorty

i am soooooo stupid

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 02:17:09 GMT

i went snowboarding with chanett on saturday and i CRASHED INTO A POLE! i couldnt stop laughing and now chanett wont stop telling the whole world well anyways......im grounded so i wont be on for 2 weeks life sucks!dont ever say f*** u to ur unckle...it will get u in trouble!
<33333333333333333
love always
korina
aka
purrrtyful

pretty neat!

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 08:28:05 GMT

you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.

which happy bunny are you?
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hey

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 23:58:07 GMT

i got a new lj and i asked kristina to make it for me and i told her what i wanted it to be and i go to it and it is someone else's i need to talk to kristina about it. i need my info. from you kristina!luv ya! thanx babe everybody please add me..............please!

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 22:09:19 GMT

today,some inconciderate people wrote some pretty horrible things on chanetts lj.i feel like crying!she is my bet friend and i hate when these things are said about her.whoever said those things about her are wrong!the people who wrote those things are jealous asswholes who have no lives!they think that their lives are made up of funmaking of other BEAUTIFUL people like chanett!i hope those peope realize what they have done!they mad themselves look like......JACKASSES! i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooo much chanett! dont let a few people,who probably arnt your friends,get you down. you have me.. and many other peole who love you as well! you dont need those jealous bitches!<333333333333333333333333

hey hey

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 23:16:39 GMT

hey guys, hows life?? i just wanted to check up on my favorite people and wish them a merry christmas or chrismika if they celebrate christmas and hannukkah and a happy new year and hope everyone has a good vaca. im kinda not in the mood for christmas this year because my grandpa and grandma are gone but kinda happy cause yesterday i found out that my grandma in oregon, her cancer is in remission right now and im happy for her! i guess all my praying paid off! since i lost my other grandparents i dont want to lose her too!plaese pray for my grandma with me and lets all hope her cancer goes away! i love you all! more lata!
love always
korina
aka
purrrtyful

omg!

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 23:45:56 GMT

my lj looks sooooo cute kristina thank you soooo much! its adorable! thanx babe! i absolutely love it! mwell today was our last day till vacation and it was fun ichanetts mommy made me a beanie with my name on it and i almost cried when i opened it it was soooooooooooooooooooo cute! thanx chanett and her mommy, Payam gave me a pair of earings that are also cute, erica gave me a coffee cup with candy and other people gave me tons of choclate so now im bloated!lolanyways i hope all ya'll ave a good weekend for however has my number call me and maybe we can get 2gether and if not here it is 704-7630 and call so we can go out and have some girly fun!
love alwasy,
korina
aka
purrrtyful

hey babes

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 03:14:19 GMT

hey guys thanx for ading me. i wnat to feel loved and i want a lj having. sorry for the boring lj but it is still under contruction. Kristina and evryone is gonna help me with it and i hope that when its done you will for sure like it! so today was fun and i think i wore the cutest outfit i have worn in my whole enitre life! i got soooo many compliments and think that because of them i will wear that outfit more often but not wear it too much where ill wear the style out if u know what i mean!lol so im here watching drumline! THE BEST MOVIE EVER!lol i finally got my dad to let me on the compute! lucky me and the people that know what happened to me lats year (hint kristina and i think ailin)thats a good thing anyways..... i talk too much so more later! i love all ya'll LOVE ALWAYS, KORINA AKA PURRYTFUL (nickname made by ailin)thanx hun!

hey hey

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 00:10:05 GMT

hey guys its Korina welcoem to my lj. i finally got one. now im like everyine else. i wanna thak ailin for setting it up for me.THANX BABE! i love you! i love you ALL! now i know that i have friends and make sure that you tell everyone that you kow about my lj so that i have lots of buddies! thanx luv ya lots
LOVE ALWAYS,
KORINA
AKA
PURRRTYFUL

KORINAS LIVEJOURNAL!!

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 07:04:39 GMT

hey guys this is ailin..this is kprinas new lj add her and she willadd you back!!!
love yah babez<3333